The doll can actually feel something…? If so, why do I feel artificial? My emotions are artificial, they always display joy in front of everyone, as a doll should amuse people, make them smile with happiness, like little children. The doll should always smile, be supportive and enjoy the conversation. Then why don't I enjoy talking? I enjoy the moment when I talk to someone, but then, after my puppet show, I feel nothing. It's like my heart was ripped out of me… Although, did I ever have a heart?

Maybe this is my destiny?